Another Poem On Death

No context for this one. There's not even a title. I mean, there IS a story, but it's too long and basically I wrote it when I was feeling extremely depressed and was contemplating suicide.

BUT DON'T WORRY!

I'm not stupid enough to do that. In a way, writing things out and expressing my feelings help flush out the thoughts.

So I'm fine now.

Just thought I'd put this up here though, because one of my friends said it was "beautiful but sad" and I thought it was beautiful too. So here, enjoy!

Hatred courses through my veins

As the cold wind bites my face

Several memories rush through my mind

The injustice leaves me in a craze

And wanting to drag that shining blade

Across my skin until it drips

With streaks of deep red

I scream and tighten my grip

I stare into the mirror

And wish I could disappear

Cease to exist and fade away

From everyone far and near

Wondering if it will make a difference

To anyone at all if I depart

And if at least heaven or hell

Will have a place for my heart

Mothers Never Change

HEYYY!
Sorry, I know it's been weeks since I blogged. I've been INSANELY busy with schoolwork (I had my midterms last week) and I used my free time to watch anime... For anyone interested, I started watching One Piece and I'm on season 4! And before I started One Piece, I finished 2 seasons of Kuroko No Basket and I haven't watched Naruto Shippuden in about 2 months now (I think the universe doesn't want me to watch it, because every time I try, the page or the video won't load!!!)

ANYWAY.
This poem was written for my friend, who had a poetry competition that was mandatory for everyone in her school, so she asked me for help. I gladly wrote this poem for her! (I don't know if she won the competition or not yet... Waiting to hear the results!)

MOTHERS NEVER CHANGE:

When I was young, I couldn't wait to grow up; I couldn't wait to be cool! But then I realized everything changes. I just wish I knew... The friends I had in infinite numbers Suddenly I can count on my fingers! The stuff I learned at school drove me insane And became harder and harder. The people around me changed so much Our behavior, our ideas of fun And the things we chatted about were different From when we were young ones And I changed too. I grew up. But there's one thing I must point out. Mom. You never changed! You were always there for me And with open arms and a warm smile You're limitless love was so sweet! Everyone changed, mama, but you didn't. You may have gotten strict in between, Frowned and scolded me too, But that was so you could guide your growing teen. I love you, mom. Don't ever forget that! You're the only person I can trust; In this unstable world of liars and bullies, Your embrace everyday is a must. You work so hard to keep me safe, No matter how ungrateful I may be. But when I grow older I'll take better care of you; You just wait and see! In this world where everything changed, You're the only one who didn't change a thing. So I love you, mom, Thank you for everything!


I hope you enjoyed that! I'll try to blog regularly again, but I've got more unit tests and a Quarterly Exam coming up. But keep your eyes open for my next post!


UPDATE!
GUESS WHAT!
This poem won 1ST PLACE!!!!!! It's gonna be published in her school's magazine too!!!!! I'm so happy! ^_^