This is a poem I was prompted to write by my good friend Amritha Ramanathan, who asked me to write a poem on loving someone who loves somebody else, so thank her if you like the topic!
THE SONG OF THE REJECTED:
He's the most perfect guy,
Perfect in all his imperfections.
But he loves her, not me...
Oh, she's so lucky!
But suddenly I am in hell
And my worst nightmare has come to life;
I am the victim of a devastating curse
Worse than the eternal piercing of a butcher's knife.
Hatred governed by jealousy,
And questioning things desperately
Like "Who is she?"
And "Why not me?"
I'll love him till my heart
Is bruised black and blue,
And stubbornly still after
I can love someone new.
I wished, I prayed, I hoped
With every cell, with my soul, with my heart
That you would choose me- but ah!
Who knew my dreams would be torn apart!
But still, here I am, yearning for you
To look at me the way you look at her,
The very same way I gaze at you:
In dreams and reality alike your admirer.
Oh give me morphine,
But my heart still bleeds
And there's no cure for this ache
In my chest, it seems.
But forever and ever,
And forever more
I'll love you, my angel
It is you I adore.
No matter whom you really love-
That girl or some other else-
Even if you and I aren't meant to be,
I can't deceive my heart that for only you melts.