Life works in mysterious ways, doesn't it?
It can take you for a whirlwind ride.
Ups and downs and unexpected twists,
Throwing you side to side,
And before you can orient yourself,
The situation accelerates.
You don't know whether at the end of this road
There's an upward slope or a cliff you'll hate.
But you go for it
Because you have no choice.
Take this risk, and have no regrets,
Or forever beat yourself up in your mind's voice.
It's nauseating anxiety-inducing.
What have I gotten myself into?
I'm so excited and nervous
And can't wait to see you.
My heart has been thumping for the last couple hours.
I've told friends abroad in my utter excitement.
My brain has been going crazy since yesterday.
I don't even know what to think, I don't know what makes sense.
I'm counting down the hours
And planning what to say
But I also don't have a plan at all
I've just been overthinking all day.
I arrived an hour early
But before you ridicule me (way to play it cool)
It was a serious time miscalculation
Because, you know, I'm a fool.
But when you walked through those doors,
Everything stopped.
No racing heart,
No anxious thoughts.
And time itself slowed down a bit.
What felt like a while was just an hour.
I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
Time has a strange power.
It was casual, it was nice.
I still don't know what to think.
But we both enjoyed it, and that's great
And it's etched in my mind like ink.
And all I want to do is to thank you.
So thank you.
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