Wednesday, 10 August 2016

Psychedelic Reunion

Past midnight

I met you again
Among a crowd
My heart skipped a beat once more.
My eyes found you
Searching for yours
Feelings resurfaced once more…

Happiness
I never thought I’d see you again
Love
Not a day went by without your thought
Care
How are you? Are you well?
Desperation
Memories of unreciprocated feelings
Fear
Have you forgotten me?
Sadness
Perhaps I still have no chance

All in the moment
My heart skipped a beat.

And then I took a risk –
No longer seeking regrets,
I called out your name and watched
As you found me and searched my face.
You recognized me
I knew it
Yet still I had to ask
“Remember me?”

For him, I was a nightmare
For me, he was a dream…
I looked into his eyes and for a moment
Forgot to breathe.

It’s been so long
Since I saw that face,
Those eyes,
That boy who stole my heart,
It’s been so long since I heard that voice,
And I’ve longed to see his smile
I remember so well
Just once more

We agreed to meet up
In a park or an empty stretch of beach
And I cried when I saw him
I could no longer control it

My throat caught when I looked up to him
“I thought I’d never hear your voice again.
I thought I’d never see you again.
It’s been so long…”

I hugged him, tears staining his shirt
And through the material my muffled voice would say
“I missed you… I missed you so much”
Between sobs, as he wrapped his arms around me too.

And then the sun shone once more
Ripping him away from me

And the dreams come to me like memories,
And the memories?
They are of dreams… 

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