This Day

I'm too sad and messed up right now to tell you anything about this poem... Sorry...

THIS DAY:

I want to remember this day forever:

The day you broke my heart,

The day you crushed what little hope I had,

The day you stole it all.

I want to remember the words you said,

The words typed out and sent to me,

The words I knew were coming soon

And broke me like a tsunami.

I want to remember the day I gave up,

The day I realized you would never come around,

The day I realized my wishes won’t come true

After all my self-respect went below the ground.

I want to remember the things that I loved,

The things in you I always adored,

The things about you I’ll never forget,

The things I’ll never see anymore.

I want to remember the feelings I felt,

The feelings so real, so deep, so pure,

The feelings I now know I’ll feel if I’m in love,

The feelings you never understood.

I want to remember the times that I cried,

The times my tears made me weak,

The times I knew you were all I wanted

But my future with you will always be bleak.

I want to remember this day forever:

The day I wanted to die.

The day my pain was so great I felt numb.

The day I accepted you’ll never be mine.